have you talked to her about it? if you make time for her with your busy schedule, it should be completely understandable for you to make time for yourself as well. it’s fair for you to want time to yourself. everyone needs their alone time.
i no longer choke on your name; my tears no longer fall over disintegrating memories of us; i no longer care or think about you because i’ve finally fucking realized how much better off i am without you in my life. you no longer own me like you always thought you would. the essence of you no longer seeps into my dreams and my heart is no longer tainted with a love gone wrong. you will never haunt me again.
it’s that day again and i’m still sad. i’ll never get over this day even though it doesn’t mean anything anymore. i thought that maybe getting away for a year i could be happy, but things have been building up and i guess i can’t handle it. oh well.
you are my goosebumps coming to life and the hair on the back of my neck that stands on end. you are the lump in my throat, the tightness in my chest and the butterflies in my stomach. you are my chapped lips and my nervous stutter. you help me feel not so empty anymore. you are everything that terrifies me about love.
상처가 많아 너 혼자서
Because you have a lot of scars, because you’re alone
매일 외롭게 숨는 거니
Is that why you’re hiding alone every day?